I wish nothing more than to sing in my choir again with my batch of people. Olivia, Agnessa, Moritza, Natalie, Alex, Grace and Wee Leng, well, Shao Wei, O, how I really miss them. I miss you guys! The days we sang Dong Dang, gosh, I'm really choir-sick. I want to hear the choir again. Be in my choir. Be part of a beautiful choral group. Part of the fun we had those days. So. Sick. I need choir remedy. I need music. I need to "Shinjiru".

If I were a boy... I'd marry moritza. I still think Bryan should date Moritza. Ya? Bryan? Haha. Time to sleep!

Reading through my guides' blog, I felt really nostalgic. Missing all those days when things were fun. Marching through those "barked" commands of the drill mistresses; doing outdoor cooking; blowing on the flames beneath the make-shift stove we made on those bricks; having camps, not forgetting those solo night walks with the scouts. Those great times. I realized those little girls whom I taught the drills, had grown up. New little girls full of passion for guides are welcomed into the family. Hopefully, the management is way better than my batch, under YoYo and my command. One of my regret, was the improper management of the guides of our batch. The bad blood between us kind of caused a split in the two companies. The greatest harm, inflicted not only on me, but the girls too. Sorry! But nonetheless, I still loved my guiding days!! I want to be a guide again! Tie pony tails! Wear my barret! Wear and polish my black boots! Don on my uniform which I happen to be VERY proud of! Buckle my belt and flash offf the shiny silver "PANDU PUTERI" = girl guides in malay. Show off the year's THINKING DAY BADGE! Sew on my proficiency badges on my sleeves! Peek on my rank at the corner of my eyes, hehe! I LOVE being a GIRL GUIDE!


This is the guiding light of mine, I'm gona let it shine! x3
Let it shine x2
all the time!

Signing off,
your CL, Sue Yee of the 2006 batch.

Sick of letting Miss Angela rule.


Time to unleash deviree.

Sometimes I just wished that I had grown up a little older, so things would just go my way because "I'm old enough". A simple reason to counter difficult situations, but of course that's definitely against the natural order of how things work.

When I'm old enough, I would not get scolded just because I had stayed out late.

When I'm old enough, I can tell them of Heng Yi and not be so secretive because it's killing me.

When I'm old enough, I can wear make up and dress up nicely instead of the typical school dress code they subject me to. Mother tells me,"No, this one is too mature for you! Take this!" "No, you don't have breasts to fill these clothes." etc. Maybe I should swear by shirts and long pants someday soon.

When I'm old enough, I can go on trips without them restricting me. Can you believe it? Even a trip with Bryan and Kenneth (my childhood friends) got them so uptight, so how can I go elsewhere?

Just because I look small doesn't mean I'm immature. Im 19! Girls go out partying late into the night (that's not what I want) but I just want to illustrate the point that I'm still me. The old me from the secondary school days with just a wee bit more freedom. Why are they always emphasizing on academics, education and study? It's not like they fully understand RP's system, do they? Every weekend at home is practically cooping my brain up in a jail, where the guard has nothing else to say to the prisoner other than to study, study and study harder. Communication is one wonderful thing which our family never learned. Learning to control their raised voices and temper is a miracle that will never happen in a million years.

I wished we'd be on better terms, like a typical nice warm family, a nice sanctuary to return to. Haha, maybe I'm just sick of being treated "small" :]

Ok, great, guess what I've done now? I've signed up to be a part of Boulderactive '09. I'm not sure if I'm still in the right state of mind, signing up for a sport I'm not competent in, but yea, guess it is as they say- to have some fun and exposure. Moreover, the design of the singlet isn't too bad :] (that's 1 plus point)

The one point that detered me from joining was that no one I knew was joining. I mean, not literally, physically yes, there are people I know joining. But mentally speaking, or in the social sense, their presence seemed insignificant or rather a little disturbing. There is this one big problem that existed way before everything started and who knows if it can even be corrected. It annoys the hell out of me, but it seems the ones causing the problem are either obliviously ignorant of what is happening, or they are conveniently letting these little pesky problems slip by because the victim is anyone but themselves. You know? My English Teacher taught me something called "Basic Courtesy" that should be known to every single individual regardless of xxxxxx group. When you meet someone new in the group, the "middleman" introduces both party. When you have other xxxxx in the group, be the middleman.

But I guess they just love the exclusive rights given to them. Coveting it so much they refuse to share the joy with others. Great, I couldn't care less. Guess I would just cuddle my storybook and snuggle to sleep...


zzz...


O, if you guys want to, do drop by the open space of Velocity on this Friday from 1pm to 10pm to support me, though I doubt I would complete any routes. It might be a disappointing performance since I'm still rather rusty. Haha! :]

At last, I returned to the realm of the climbing peeps. After so long a break, training kind of had a great big impact on my fragile frame. (啊！人家娇小可爱吗！叫我真么能爬得好呢？~)

*撒娇 :x

"ARGH!"

"OUH!~"

Noises like that emanate from the dreadful bathroom singer.

Sit-up (with 5kg weights held at the back of my head), push-ups, leg raise (similarly with 5kg weights supported by my calf), + training...

Result: Intense muscle aches everywhere. You name it, I've got it. :x Arms, legs and even the butt (little bruises attained from an improper landing).

We ended a little late, so there wasn't much time to go over to Sim Lim Square to buy the battery. We then debated on where to have dinner- Bishan, Bugis or Yio Chu Kang. Babi said he left the choice to me, but IN FACT, he wanted to go to Bishan to eat Korean Rice Cake, haha, I saw through it all and just did him a favor, choosing Bishan as our next destination...

Anyway, we had this little bet going on. The prize: Wishes, or rather, when rephrased means something that the loser would have to do something for you :p

It started when we were waiting for Bus 171 to arrive. There was this Iris planner board which estimates the bus arrival time. I confidently told him that it would arrive in 3 mins time based on the Iris planner, but evidently, the system FAILED~!! He bet with me that it would arrive in 5 mins time, but the bus came LATE! It came 5-6 mins past my 3 mins estimation -.-'' Naturally, I lost. Lols! We continued this betting game even on the M.R.T., guessing how many people there will be in the last cabin. I said 25, and BINGO! haha, it was a 1 day event thing, a mini-competition, but Babi still won in the end :'[ Hehe, next time, I will beat you! It was fun, waiting, hopping on the train in anticipation that our guesses were correct as we counted the number of people on board.

Ok, back to Bishan, dinner consisted of Korean Cold Noodles instead of Rice Cakes for Babi. The Cold Noodles were refreshing; the noodle had a unique texture to it; the soup tasted light but heavy at the same time. Somehow it wasn't that good a flavor after drinking for a long time. How do you describe it? It is good the first few spoonfuls, but then you start getting tired drinking from the cold, thin metal bowl.

As for me, the normal healthy Yong Tau Foo, nothing much to elaborate on O.O

It is weird sometimes, when everyone's having sales, "BIG HUGE Bargains", "Great DISCOUNTS", but you don't find something you like. It is like when there is a huge mega shoes sale, but you aren't in the mood to shop for one. Babi's been looking around for a watch, but it seems despite the sales, those watches he liked didn't seem affordable even after the discount.

P.S. some guys who spoke like machine guns made a great impact on Heng Yi and I the day before. Why me? Hehe...